Why am I passionate about this?

I am a forensic and clinical psychologist and have worked years with violent criminals for over 30 years.  I am passionate about understanding how and why ordinary people end up doing extraordinary things and specialise in violent crimes by women. Some of the best descriptions of the inner lives of criminals are found in works of fiction, revealing how people think, feel and react. The novels I chose do this brilliantly, leading the reader into the mind of the characters, evoking compassion as well as shock and horror. The psychiatric memoirs describe the fascinating work of psychotherapy with criminal patients and unravel the mysteries of what draws people to violence, even murder. 


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If Love Could Kill: The Myths and Truths of Women Who Commit Violence

By Anna Motz,

Book cover of If Love Could Kill: The Myths and Truths of Women Who Commit Violence

What is my book about?

The book is an exploration of the motivations of women who commit crimes, I am passionate about understanding rather than…

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The books I picked & why

Book cover of The Perfect Nanny

Anna Motz Why did I love this book?

This novel focusses on the murder of two children by a nanny. Based on a true case, in NYC of a nanny who kills two young children, Slimani weaves themes of racial and social injustice into her story, told through the eyes of the narrator. Despite the horror of the crimes, readers will gain a understanding of how and why the nanny, Louise, ends up taking such extreme action. Though fictionalised, it offers an accurate psychological portrait of profound disturbance and the internal logic that drives fatal assaults.

By Leila Slimani, Sam Taylor (translator),

Why should I read it?

2 authors picked The Perfect Nanny as one of their favorite books, and they share why you should read it.

What is this book about?

She has the keys to their apartment. She knows everything. She has embedded herself so deeply in their lives that it now seems impossible to remove her.

One of the 10 BEST BOOKS OF THE YEAR of The New York Times Book Review, by the author of Adele, Sex and Lies, and In the Country of Others

"A great novel . . . Incredibly engaging and disturbing . . . Slimani has us in her thrall." -Roxane Gay, New York Times bestselling author of Bad Feminist and Hunger

"One of the most important books of the year. You can't unread…


Book cover of The Devil You Know: Encounters in Forensic Psychiatry

Anna Motz Why did I love this book?

I love this book because of how forensic psychiatrist and psychotherapist Dr Adshead and dramatist Eileen Horne reveal what compels people to commit crimes. I enjoyed the variety of the cases described, and the dialogue between Adshead and her patients. By taking me into her forensic psychotherapy sessions she brings the therapeutic encounter with offender patients to life. Although I do very similar work, in prisons and clinics I still learned much from her perspective and was moved by how compassionate, nuanced and rich in detail these stories were, helping me to understand the evolution and treatment of crimes within a social and political context. 

By Gwen Adshead and Eileen Horne,

Why should I read it?

1 author picked The Devil You Know as one of their favorite books, and they share why you should read it.

What is this book about?

In this “unmissable book” (The Guardian), an internationally renowned forensic psychiatrist and psychotherapist demonstrates the remarkable human capacity for radical empathy, change, and redemption.

What drives someone to commit an act of terrible violence? Drawing from her thirty years of experience in providing therapy to people in prisons and secure hospitals who have committed serious offenses, Dr. Gwen Adshead provides fresh and surprising insights into violence and the mind. Through a collaboration with coauthor Eileen Horne, Dr. Adshead brings her extraordinary career to life in a series of unflinching portraits.

Alongside doctor and patient, we discover what human cruelty, ranging…


Book cover of Enduring Love

Anna Motz Why did I love this book?

I first read this book some years ago in one sitting, and have returned to it time and again. I love how it gets right inside the protagonist’s mind, telling the story of erotomania from within his disturbed mind. A chance encounter between two men following a fatal ballooning accident leads to an obsession by Jed, that destroys the life of the man he stalks. I found McKewan’s intricate exploration of obsessive fixation, known as De Cleremabault’s Syndrome both chilling and immersive, like erotomania itself.

By Ian McEwan,

Why should I read it?

1 author picked Enduring Love as one of their favorite books, and they share why you should read it.

What is this book about?

From the Booker Prize winner and bestselling author of Atonement—a brilliant and compassionate novel of love, faith, and suspense, and of how life can change in an instant.

The calm, organized life of science writer Joe Rose is shattered when he sees a man die in a freak hot-air balloon accident. A stranger named Jed Parry joins Rose in helping to bring the balloon to safety, but unknown to Rose, something passes between Parry and himself on that day—something that gives birth to an obsession in Parry so powerful that it will test the limits of Rose's beloved rationalism, threaten…


Book cover of Violence: Reflections on a National Epidemic

Anna Motz Why did I love this book?

I loved how Gilligan tells the stories of his work and how clearly he describes the shame that drives so many men to murder. As a forensic psychiatrist working in a high security prison in Massachusetts, Gilligan met so many killers who felt that their only means to self-preservation and respect was through killing. I was particularly moved by the opening passages in which he tells the story of his own family, and the immigration and poverty that defined their lives. By weaving the autobiographical and the clinical Gilligan drew me into this intensely disturbing world of murderers, and brought these men out of the shadows.

By James Gilligan,

Why should I read it?

1 author picked Violence as one of their favorite books, and they share why you should read it.

What is this book about?

Drawing on firsthand experience as a prison psychiatrist, his own family history, and literature, Gilligan unveils the motives of men who commit horrifying crimes, men who will not only kill others but destroy themselves rather than suffer a loss of self-respect. With devastating clarity, Gilligan traces the role that shame plays in the etiology of murder and explains why our present penal system only exacerbates it. Brilliantly argued, harrowing in its portraits of the walking dead, Violence should be read by anyone concerned with this national epidemic and its widespread consequences.

"Extraordinary. Gilligan's recommendations concerning what does work to prevent…


Book cover of Beloved

Anna Motz Why did I love this book?

Toni Morrison’s classic novel about infanticide is one of my all-time favourites, and is incredibly powerful, as well as disturbing. I love her language and its poetry, as well as the fantastic voice of her narrator, Sadie. Like all great novelists, Morrison is able to evoke the inner world of Sadie, and her struggles as an enslaved woman. The social context of acts like this is brought beautifully to life here, and echoes with themes of motherhood, pain, secrecy and love.

By Toni Morrison,

Why should I read it?

39 authors picked Beloved as one of their favorite books, and they share why you should read it.

What is this book about?

'Toni Morrison was a giant of her times and ours... Beloved is a heart-breaking testimony to the ongoing ravages of slavery, and should be read by all' Margaret Atwood, New York Times

Discover this beautiful gift edition of Toni Morrison's prize-winning contemporary classic Beloved

It is the mid-1800s and as slavery looks to be coming to an end, Sethe is haunted by the violent trauma it wrought on her former enslaved life at Sweet Home, Kentucky. Her dead baby daughter, whose tombstone bears the single word, Beloved, returns as a spectre to punish her mother, but also to elicit her…


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If Love Could Kill: The Myths and Truths of Women Who Commit Violence

By Anna Motz,

Book cover of If Love Could Kill: The Myths and Truths of Women Who Commit Violence

What is my book about?

The book is an exploration of the motivations of women who commit crimes, I am passionate about understanding rather than simply condemning those patients who are perpetrators as well as victims of violence. It describes the settings that the women are in, the trauma that is re-enacted in their crimes, and the therapeutic and social forces that can impact them in a positive way, undoing some of the adversity of their pasts.

It outlines, from the inside, the practice of forensic psychotherapy and offers a personal memoir describing 30 years of work with women who commit acts of violence, debunking commonly held myths.

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